is being different bad?

well i wear what i want say what i want and think what i want and some how im something not truelly me eveyone else. aske me how it is truelly possible and i couldnt tell you. according to the kids at school im eather lez or bi and trust me i would have never known that if they haddent told me. but seriously im straight and aperintlly im a slut too i sleep with all these gyes and yet again i havnt had sex sence i was raped 4 years ago and im not ready yet but w/e let them think what they want cuz there lives are secret hurts just hidden and its hidden bye the lies they spread about others soooooooo i quit at trying oh wait i never tried in life nevermind only in school nothing else is important but family school and life itself =)