ok so i basically started a new life. i no longer have a boyfriend and i dont even have contact with those boys i liked. i applied for fredonia like i said i would, i cleaned out my room to make it easier to leave like i planned, im signing up for every scholorphip possible so i get money back to buy an apartment, and im learning many things about the human mind. Well does n e one remember me saying n e thing about going for phsycology? well i was but idk n e more i'm thinking about that and forensics. both are interesting but forensics sticks out to me. idk what i should do n e more...... why does this happen when you have a set goal? i had one now its all confuzzled but then i allso enjoy the whole art thing too. help a girl out idk what to do.....


I was allso wondering if i did a better job this time on grammer and punctuation. i was hoping i did because i need better typing skills and idid read the last couple of entries. i now understand all you non-breathers but to tell u the trueth is itsnot in your'e head to take a breath, not my fault.

i wont tell u y because its a girlish reson ok i just gave it away but um lol yeah i got anouther job lol oh wait that was in my last entery lol ok well im bored and so i wrote absolutely nothing because y? im worthless bye now

well im bored at school and my bf is in collage and my dad thinks he is an idiot and my mom thinks he is sweet lol. im bored and i now have 3 jobs. im a dishwasher at a bar/resterant,adishwasher at a pizzaria,and im a cashier at the local jubili lol. yay work how do i do it and still have time well im off 2day every day jubili,fridays bar,saturday and sunday pizzaria. lol im toasted and thanx to work effort and not dieing . hubhhhhhhhhhh well im in all AP classes and advanced drwing and painting and advanced sculpture AP trig,AP U.S,AP Chem,AP English. fun stuff im planning for fradonia srry if i spelled it wrong im in tired mode lol. and im hungry soooo im ganna go eat enjoy reading.

hi all i havnt enered in a while school is a bummer and a time stealer lol well that gye phill well im datin him he chilaxed with the fam labor day weekend and well this gye went psycho he sat in the middle of a dirt roud of cource he was waisted as all hell and prob had a few drugs in the system tooo well any wayz we only been 2gether 2 1/2 weeks and he is boring and wants to do it ever chance we have and im not ready fer that cuz hello 2 1/2 weeks only huhhhhhhhhhhhh but yeah he is the type o gye i never thought id date because he is a prep and preps in my school (he is no longer in high school) like to attempt to bother or dis people like me soooo yeah but w/e peace i gatt get my ink cartrige in or else i wont have a the 2 typed assignments that r due 2morrow and im allready a day late on the math essay and i have 5 defonitions allso gaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1





READ SLOW AND UMMMMM DUH BREATH PLEASE AND IM NOT TO BLAME IF U DONT TAKE BREATHS IN BETWEEN WHENEVER LOL BYE

school started 2day. im pissed this super annoiying kid is in my day 1 lunch and my chem class and my algebra class grrr and well yea im bored with it allready

ok well this kid phil ryan he is well 19 ganna be 20 in november and im 17. he likes me and he kissed me already and its not even a week after me n mike broke up. im kinda still upset about it and well he keeps askin me out im close to sayin no cuz of age but also because of the way he is starten to act. he is all wanted to touch and well im NOT all into touching but i like him and i dont know why i think i might saty single fer a while until school starts cuz idk there might be new gyes that arnt jerks but with my luck i get stuck with the jerks huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my life is soooo dramatic oh goddes.

im fine im dandy well now there is this gye he is 19 turning 20 in december and me reminde u all im 17 ummmmmm well he adorse me just like the other 2 19/20 year old ok well yeah he is cute and i like him and he acts like im his princsess lol the only issue he is acording to mom too old but both my parents luv him now usually im not allowed to get in a car with fresh drivers cuz o potentiall accidents and um she let him drive me home she loves him and usually dad hates gyes in the house late at night but he let phil in and stay till 11 00 2 nights allready and 1 till like 1 30 he loves him soooo my dear phsycologist wut do u sugest oh and there is this other gye 18 that i like and he is cute and funny and danm sexy lol but i really like phil soooo now it is an issue lol im SINGLE

ok well u know the gye i was unsure about? well yeah i was in dunkirk wednsday checkin out my cousins house and this girl lauren calls me and now last week he was haven problems with her sayin she was prego wit his kid whether it true or not and he told me he dont talk to her and he ignores her and all this well she calls me and goes "my frinds were tellin me somthings going on between u n mike ang i wanted to ask u soo wuts up wih u an mike?" i said "well were dating we have been for 3 weeks" she goes "well we've been dating for 4 months and were engaged" i said "thanx for callin" i hang up with her and call mike he didnt answer so i left a message saying "lauren called me and said u 've been daten for 4 months and if u cant prove to me that it aint true we r done" he calls me and says "it aint true u can ask DJ and my parents" i said "they would lie in an instent for u" and hes like noooo they wouldnt and im like yes they would and it dont matter cuz i wanna three way u me and her" he goes fine" and im like ok fine call me back i call lauren and tell her were ganna three way and she is like ok" and he calls me back and then calls her so im like mike say what u told me and hes like what i told u was true and im like say it out loud and he is like im dating u not her and she starts crien and i start listening to her screaming why would u lie and were supposed to be engaged and he is going no no ur lien were not dating u know and the least he could do would say sorry u thought we were daten but were not and im like ok ok i dont care what the trueth is mike ur cold hearted jerk and i can get a better and closer gye then u peace lauren calls me and goes listen he just told me he paid u to say all that im nope he is an idiot i dont care i said bye later at like 12 30 i did thins trick to see if he was lien and i called his phone and left 2 break up songs and geuss who callz me LAUREN yep she calls me and she is like leave him alone ur done with him bla bla bla and im thinken thatnx hun u just answered my question and i am officially single soooooo yeah thats my week

wow im over flone with friends and anoing idiots who are obbsessed im bored and i figured hey y not write 2nite soooooo im a weirdo and i start soccer practice next week monday im scerd im not in shape and i havnt played soccer in forever ok 4 years ummmm idk wut im ganna do my bf wants to geyt ingaged next year after school but idk cuz i start collage and he starts basic and he wants to get a place but there are the same problems he is weird we are only 17 and he hasnt thought about the fact that we could be with other peeps by then or somthing tragic could happen who knows but the point is he didnt think about the consiquences (ispelled that wrong) but there are my thoughts ok soooooo yea bye thanks fer ur waist o time lol peace out

ok sooo u know about my now bf if u read my other blogs sooo im scared and if u really knew me u would be like wut?????????? ur never scared but im only scared about comittment cuz my past hasnt helped much with knowing good things iv never been able to see a happy well put together family cuz ive gone through crappy foster homes sooo some one tell me how is good comittment or w/e

ok now i said yes to my ex cuz we talked it over and welll now he tells me he is leave for 6 months next year to go through boot camp and he is ganna get a huge check for it and he is ganna get a place and if we are still 2gether he wants me to join him i said it depends on a lot of things and then he is now saying if we are 2gether for a year and a half that he wants us to get ingaged and yet again i said it depends on if we well it just depends on a lot lol huhhhhhhh idk but my future is sneaken up on me i swear im ganna tweak when my junior year is up cuz high school is ending and i havnt made the best of it yet im scared of my future but im also not scared i know what i wanna do i know what collage im starten at and what collage im ganna finish at i just am scared of everything else love,marrage,kids,career,grandkids ohhhhhhhhhhhhh god im freakeddddddddddddddd lol im a loser aint i?

ok ok now my best friend likes this gye and well to be honest in my school if u speak ur mined u wont be caught walken with a popular quiet or down right obnocius person but any way my bff and i are a speak ur mind kinda girlz soo not much attention but lucky me im a desent looken girl sooooooo fine line i have anouther friend nick ersing who decided one day he would show up at my bff's house and tell her he wants sex from her now she is in love with this kid and she thought wow he likes me soooo yes i will and afer a few times with him she asked him out and he said no and she asked "why? im only good enough to bang?" and he just said no baby no its just i cant and sooo she stayed away awhile cuz she felt used and like a slut sooo then i was talken on the phone with him after finden out (we are good friends we dated in 8th grade) i had him on speaker and he goes katies anoing and im like what? ur on speaker and hes like i know im messin with her and he goes i hate speaker take me off so i pretended to and he said seriously she is annoing but what does it matter ure ganna tell her n e way i said no i wont and she told him no more cuz im feelin slutty and used ok sooo ponder that and now he calls meeeeeee and goes hey im bored im all alone at home with nothin to do, u? and im like idk i might have to help my mom y? he goes wanna hang wink wink lol and i made my mom say loud ready to go move ur sister? and i told him i couldnt and hung up. how gay and only weeks b4 his best friend tried phone sexin me through text on his bff's phone. i swear there is a bet to see who can get more girlz eeeeeeeeeeew that sickens me!!!!!!!!!!!!11

ok my angel said he was sweet and i like him and he will only be gone 6 months next year and u might not be with him then and i said yes to him AM I THAT DUMB? now my devil witch is usually the bigger girl is now standing up and telling me wut wus in the back uf my mined "it will be the same thing when school starts only worse 'i have weastling and school work and my job and national gaurd to worry about maybe when i get back or maybe over the summer' he wont change why did u say yes?" thats wut it yelled at me i have no life any more i swear im pagan and im as powerful as a mouse with 10 cats serounding me im pathetic and goddes i wish he (MIKE KING) finds this website and sees wut im saying and we end it actually i beleave we are now over ok i think im good now (www.myspace.com/sabrinarosekelley) check me out but i have no picks yet

is it wrong to give gye a second chance if the first time he didnt have time 4 me cuz my frinds think so and its real hard because i missed him and thats our job right? miss the last gye and freak out the next? not that ive dated n e one sence him but i could have cuz there are three gyes that like me one is annoing because he is like 8 suger clumps too sweet coffee and one who is a total hotty but the only thing he will do is well try to get sum because im not the type o girl in my school that just n e one will addmit to dating because im 2 myself and absolutly no one knows me cuz i refuse to allow sympothy and my topic is sypothy worthy sooo and the last well idk he has liked me for a long time and i never knew till now sooo hey im a little frightened and this gye i just said yes to live 1/2 an hour to a full hour away im in angola he is in silver creek soooo when mommy or daddy feels like driven whn neither of us r busy we can see each other sooo there tell me wut to do? cuz me being a phsycologist to my self dont work n e more i used to kno how to deal with stuff i only had one super bad problem and every thing else seemed positivly small at being a situation sooooo im lost and i cant even find myself n e more and that is a whole nother issue!!!!!!!!



HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow i have weird friends beyond cybor world these ones i see well this one girl katie walteritch, when she gets mad at someone she dont tell them she just ignores them and the person depending on who it is coould go without knowing what it is for like a month but me she cant stand bein away from her "sister" sooo she apologizes and tells me why she ignored me and usually its somthin stupid like "i felt unwanted when u told me i should have walked because someone will steal my bike and i said that i was leavin and u said w/e" i dont get it y wouldnt someone want the other person to know why there mad cuz when she does this(and she does it alot) i dont even bother cuz i dont know what its about. well ok this is just buggin me and i told her that like 5 time allready well ok im done jabering

ok there are like tones o perves out there dude this gye um goodgye6996 and mattslooking606 they are horrid creatures im bored and its almost 2 i need a life seriously and i need to stop drinken im sad and single and lonely i geuss

online is my friend 4 the summer and ive meet 59 people ok less some i allready know but its tough personality is grate but some be lieing im scared and half in love I THINK!